- In the velvet night, a star shines bright,

A beacon of love, in the sorrowful light.

Once by my side, your spirit did roam,

Now I search the heavens, for traces of home.

 

Your paws danced softly on dew-kissed grass,

In laughter and whispers, oh how time would pass.

Your eyes held a wisdom, a warmth, a sweet grace,

Now stars bear your name, in their infinite space.

 

With every gentle rustle of leaves overhead,

I feel you beside me, though I know you’ve fled.

The laughter we shared, the games in the sun,

Now echoes of silence, since you’ve gone on the run.

 

The moon watches over, a guardian bright,

While I hold on tight to memories in flight.

Each twinkle above, is a nod to our bond,

In the tapestry woven, your spirit lives on.

 

Though the ache of your absence is deep and profound,

In dreams, you still race in fields all around.

So I’ll cherish the love that we forged in our days,

And look to the stars, where your laughter still plays. -

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On 29th of June my world shifted in a way I never expected. My sweet Arinna, my princess, my sunshine, only 4 years old, passed away peacefully in her sleep. There were no signs, no warnings, no cries in the night - just a gentle, silent departure that has left a quiet void in every corner of our home and my heart. It still doesn’t feel real. I keep expecting to hear her paws tapping on the floor, to feel her nudge my hand for attention, to see her tail wagging at the sound of my voice. But she’s gone.

So suddenly, so unexpectedly. One moment she was here, full of life, love, and the gentle warmth that made every day a little brighter. The next, she was still - at peace, but gone.

We don’t know why it happened. There was no illness that we knew of, no injury, no sign of pain. She just went to sleep and never woke up. I will never forget your last look, your last smile and your last tail wagging to me when I sad i will be back soon, I just had to go out with Alfie and Kann - mommy will be back fast - but you didn't wait for me. You broke my heart in a billion pieces girl and you took a big part of me with you. We decided to have an autopsy done to try finding an answers - because when someone you love so much disappears so suddenly, you search for anything to hold onto, any explanation that might ease the helplessness.

And now we wait. Wait for results that may or may not tell us why she had to leave so soon. But none of the answer, none of the medical term will fill the space she left behind. She was more than just a pet - she was our family and she was my baby girl. She was comfort on hard days, laughter on silly ones, and love every single day. 4 years wasn’t enough. Absolutely not.

I imagined so many more: more walks, more cuddles, more birthdays, more quiet evenings where nothing else mattered except that she was there beside me. I thought we had time. And I was wrong, so damn wrong and it hurts soooooo much.

I miss her more than words can say. My heart cannot stop crying.

The silence she left behind is louder than any sound I’ve ever heard. But I hope, wherever she is, she felt safe and loved in her final moment. I hope she knew she was everything to me and 'till my last moment - you will be always my sunshine, my baby girl.

It's so hard to tell GOODBYE.

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"Until we meet again..."